Friday, December 25, 2009

There is something that I really want to do

I couldn't do it this time as well, still Ill not stop trying. It seems like this is gonna be a lot difficult than I thought would be. There ain't gonna be no rain to help me this time, neither would there be any of them. Once, there were people, unlike any people of today. I wish I could travel in time and find out how they were real good friends and how they could do the things which no one would do today. There was a man, not long ago, who who used to lie, just like me. But sometimes, there isn't much of a choice, and the only option left, is to do what they really want. And I would go there, someday, bucket list, maybe. Yea, before you call me, Ill surely do what I really wanna do, and I don't know what it is, yet. I learn something new everyday, though. Still I am not even close to what I dream of being. Its going to be ugly, for me, and I know it, I just know it...

Saturday, December 19, 2009

The Death of my Guitar

Today I broke my guitar, ripped it to pieces, tore the strings out. I smashed it to the wall and all that remains now is pieces of wood lying on the floor and on my bed. I do not regret doing this, and I am a new man now. After breaking it though, I regret that I shouldn't have smashed it on the wall. I should have used the television set which is still alive right now. No more Mr Nice guy, now I will really show the world what I am capable of doing. All my life I have been doing things which have made me someone who I never really wanted to be. It will be different from now on, get ready to start hating me, is all I can say !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, December 17, 2009

My first Post

This is my first post and I don't know what to write. Well, until now at least. I listen to music all day, and I want more, and more of it, till I am unable to digest it, and explode, lol. That's strange, I heard that in a song, or somewhere, which I don't remember, and it doesn't fit here, but oddly enough, that's the truth.
Music, though some may argue, is different for different types of people. It is said that people don't select music, music selects them. And bands like floyd, the beatles, GnR, nirvana (R.I.P. Kurt), and hundreds of others, make me get on track whenever I am low, when I am at those points of my life where I don't feel like I have any reason to be here. Sounds insane, but true for me.
There was this point in my life not too long ago when I was wondering what new to do in life, and that's when I decided to learn to play a guitar, though I can only play happy birthday on it. But I don't mind and I don't care, ill break my fingers playing and shout trying to sing till the end of time even if I find out when it has ceased to exist, that I was not good enough. On off rant, but yeah, that's me.
Cheers. Gotta turn up the volume now!!!!!